Wednesday, June 02, 2004

I was chatting with my friend Cecile Daragnes. She sent me some online photos of her Home in Southern France.(St. Jean De Luz)







Her Father has a chocolatier that makes dessert and other sweets in that beautiful city. She is now in Paris....

She say she will be in St. Jean De Luz in the fall. I am going to Europe in the fall... Even if it kills me. I am going to go. Damn it! I am gonna GO!

God.... I know that I asked for alot.... And I know that you've come through for me.... So many times. But You never came though with the Benz and you never gave me the winning Lotto ticket... I don't blame you. You always know what is best for me.... But Lord... Please... Let me go to Europe this fall.... Please....