Evil Women
It's friday!~ YAY! It has been a good week for me. So I was at bible study last night. Esther Chang said I was looking taller. That it is more significant now that I've lost some weight. Well yay! I can't wait to lose some more. Back to last night. We were talking about this little book for a little while "The Prayer of Jabez".

Patrick brought it up. But the funniest thing was he said "The Prayer of Jezebel". hahaha a Freudian slip. For all you heathens out there who don't read your bibles, Jezebel was one of the most evil women in the bible. She was Ahab's wife and together they did some major damage. Than Jehu the violent king threw her from a building and dogs devoured her dead flesh till there were only her feet left. Sucked to be Queen Be-Otch that day. So going back to evil women.... I always felt that women were more capable of being evil then men. They have this deep anger and many of them just can't let go of somethings that happen. These emotional beings(women) are very hard for us normal men, to deal with. I do agree that women are certainly smarter then men in many ways..... (I can't believe I just said that) However women get distracted by many different things. Especially emotions.... Strange beings they are. But what I can't stand are those women that thrive upon being mean. You've seen them. They might have those stickers in their cars that says "0 to bitch in less than .5 seconds". Or it might say "2% sweet heart 98% bitch". Just absolute stupidity.
Another example of women being evil is this. Guys get in fights and arguments all the time. But most cases between friends, dudes will just have a beer over their differences and it is squashed. But Chicks...... When they get into a fight, in many cases their friendship is over. They either show extreme love for each other or extreme hate... Strange.
Here is my final statement from my ex-girlfriend. Whether this is true or not I don't know.
"in failed relationships, women give 95% and men give 65%. When they break up and its finally over women think about their ex 5% of time time while men think about their ex 35% of the time."

It's weird that I am so attracted to women.... Whatever......

Games that we play

It's been slow here at work. I am quite disatisfied with my numbers. But what can I really do. It has been truly a blessing having my mother around. I love it. So I am back to reality for good. No more Holidays and no more free time. I am profesionally and personally gettin' busy. But I am also back blogging consistantly. My life has become very simple as of late. I work, I play basketball, and I eat less. That is pretty much it. Well I drink coffee. ALways time for coffee. But there are many events that are coming up real soon. Like birthdays and weddings and more. Yikes. I was talking with Andy Lee and he and I was talking about Roy Son. How Roy asked out some girl from Starbucks. In fact I saw him at the bucks with some girl. Andy said Sujin(P. Jin's wife) was happy because there were real men in our ministry. Well at least one. I guess I should say that it might be very manly for anyone to ask out a stranger. So may be I should bust out my game and some victom.... Haha! May be not. I dunno. But Harold (from church) thought that not too many Korean guys have game. So what is the definition of having game? Harold thinks that most Korean guys have too much pride or they are too scared to have game. So it's confidence? I would like think that I am pretty cofident. i am oozing with it. Infact P. Jin thought I was cocky when he first met me.(can you imagine that? Me cocky?) But I am even better at giving cinfidence to others. My motto has always been, if you are intersted in someone, You must start by letting the other party know. Cause too many times, I've seen (including myself) suckas get scared and become weak sauce. Yeah I had that problem when I was in Jr. High too. But I always evntually had to face the music and say it. But so many of us don't get out of this stage. When one confronts their pathetic fear of rejection and tells the other party how they feel, it brings upon a sense of freedom that frees you from all the frustarations of their pathetic lives. If you don't tell the other person, one of 2 things happen.

1. They get far too ahead of themselves. Without knowing what the other person has to offer, they start imagining what the relationship would be like. They start fantasizing about a perfect relationship that does not exist. Than these clowns find ways to will themselves out of asking the person out.

2. They lose interest. Cause involuntarily they start to see the bad side of them because the lust dies down.

It is sad but we are men and no matter what anyone says, it is lust that drives us to be intersted in some one. They could be the coolest women in the world, but interst comes from lust. Sorry. Of course there are many relationships that happen from getting to know the other first. But that is a real relationship. But what I was talking about was obviously being attracted to some one. So if you are interested in someone let them know. That is when the real game begins. How could you live with yourself, if you lose out on great a relationship because you were too scared. I guess you'll never know. So how could you live with yourself if you never find out? Unfortunately, Da Fevah hasn't played that game for a long time either. But the game will come back to Da Fevah. And all the niggas and niggettes know that Da Fevah is Da Big Game Hunter. A predator. So beware ladies. I am almost feeling bad for the next victom. A prey to Da Fevah. I am soon gonna be equipped with my hunting gear. Soon I will say "Let the Games begin!" So to all you suckas, lets get game and be a real man! A shout out to ROy for havin' game!

I need patience. I come from a line of family where people are not patient. I am so not seeing the results of my diet. But some people have told me that I have lost weight. Which is a good feeling. But I want to drop more. More more and more. Anyway, back to my family. I have not talked about my dad for a little while. He has been in Korea for a while now. He called me this morning at 5 AM kinda faded.
Dad : I just saw one of the best movie that I have ever seen.
Da Fevah : What movie was that?
Dad : Silmido. The best movie I've ever seen!
Da Fevah : Wow.
Dad : Don't you have to go to work?
This is when I noticed he was slurring
Da Fevah : Yes...
Dad : I am not coming back, EE Nome Ah(You bastard in Korean)....
Da Fevah : Why?
Dad : Cause I don't want to see you.
Da Fevah : How much did you drink?
Dad : Just a little with Byung Ho(My alchoholic uncle on my mother side)
Da Fevah : hahaha just a little with Byung Ho ee sam choon? No such thing!
Dad : Slurring Shut up and go to work!
He hung up.

I think my dad misses me. This is the way my dad tells me that he loves me. Haha. I was kinda glad to hear from him this morning.

I wanna see this movie Silmido. I'll bet it is pretty good.

It is about a Korean special force that was training to take out the North Korean dictator Kim Il Sung. It looks awesome.

But do most Korean parents have such a hard time showing affection towards their kids?

Bizzaro Twin

So do you y'all remember how I said some Korean celebrity looked like Beaux....
Well I put up the wrong guy before.


That is Beaux to the right....



This is the Korean celeb that looks like Beaux

Don't they look alike?

Henry Chu said that he saw someone that looked exactly like me.... He swears by it. SO there is a Bizzaro. An anti-self. For every Superman, there is a Bizzaro.


Has anyone ever said there was a bizzaro of you? Better yet what if you were a Bizzaro of a better version of you.... Scary.

The weekend is over... Wow what an odd weekend. I haven't done three days of Ktown in one week since I was in college. The place that we went to was called Blink. I liked it. It was nice. So what do I have to look forward to now that my vacation is officially over? Many things. I was talking with Al about changing. No more blame shifting. I am at the stage of my life because I am the way I am. I am certain that 2004 has lots of work cut out for me. Here is a list of my new years resolution.

1. Learn to truly rely on God. (Strengthen my walk with God)
2. Lose weight.(as if I haven't talked about it enough)
3. Make/save more money
4. End my laziness.
5. Read more.
6. Appreciate my life, family, and friends more.
7. Pay bills on time.
8. Be more sensitive to women and their struggle for equality.... Yeah right. But I can be more sensitive towards da ladies fo sho.
9. Work on my drop step. Basketball overall.
10. Tolerate other cities other than SoCal. (I love LA/OC)

My motto for this year will be:
Be positive, Be excellent, Be Christlike

Any new year resolution for you?