desperado
not one, not two, not three, not four, not five....... But six! How can it fall behind to six! I have no energy left. I am sick of this. This is making me sick.
Friday, September 05, 2003
Coming to work this morning I was listening to Prince. Greatest hits 1.
It's pretty good. I haven't heard it for a while. So here I am at work.... Life can be so sadistic at times. Football sucked yesterday. Two sorry teams going at it. Jets and Skins..... can't wait till Dolphins start. I was feeling a little ill but I came to work anyway. SO weekend is almost here. Why am I not so excited as I usually am? cause even weekends are the same these days. Kim goes to Red, Al draws or meets someone, Hoon finds a way to do nothing, I try to stay home but I end up going to Bible study. Blah Blah Blah and before you know it, it's Sunday night and I am sitting at home dreading the next day. I only dread it cause right now work is not fun for me. It honestly was fun before. What the heck is wrong with routines. Why can'ty I be different from others and enjoy routines. You hear it everyday. Some one says "I need a change" or "i need a vacation". I thought i would never say these things. But I do. I say them at least every other day. So going back to Prince...... I was listening to "When Doves Cry" And the whole song is about sadistic behavior of everyday people in a bad relationship.
How can U just leave me standing
Alone in a world that's so cold? (So cold)
Maybe I'm just 2 demanding
Maybe I'm just like my father - 2 bold
Maybe U're just like my mother
She's never satisfied (She's never satisfied)
Why do we scream at each other?
This is what it sounds like when doves cry
This is basically a song about a couple who got along great once and now they don't. Yikes. Is this what I have to look forward to in the future. Very disapointing....
now how does all this relate?
here it is. Being at work is like a marriage. In the beginning you are very excited to be here and you are motivated to do well. Well eventually, you get tired of work and you try to hold on to the last motivation you have left. Getting paid. but when that is not regular anymore, you are in a bad marriage. I wouldn't know, but I guess its like you are fighting with the spouse and you are not even having sex anymore.
The song is much more Philosophical than you think. I guess that is why he was once the Artist formerly known as Prince.
It's pretty good. I haven't heard it for a while. So here I am at work.... Life can be so sadistic at times. Football sucked yesterday. Two sorry teams going at it. Jets and Skins..... can't wait till Dolphins start. I was feeling a little ill but I came to work anyway. SO weekend is almost here. Why am I not so excited as I usually am? cause even weekends are the same these days. Kim goes to Red, Al draws or meets someone, Hoon finds a way to do nothing, I try to stay home but I end up going to Bible study. Blah Blah Blah and before you know it, it's Sunday night and I am sitting at home dreading the next day. I only dread it cause right now work is not fun for me. It honestly was fun before. What the heck is wrong with routines. Why can'ty I be different from others and enjoy routines. You hear it everyday. Some one says "I need a change" or "i need a vacation". I thought i would never say these things. But I do. I say them at least every other day. So going back to Prince...... I was listening to "When Doves Cry" And the whole song is about sadistic behavior of everyday people in a bad relationship.
How can U just leave me standing
Alone in a world that's so cold? (So cold)
Maybe I'm just 2 demanding
Maybe I'm just like my father - 2 bold
Maybe U're just like my mother
She's never satisfied (She's never satisfied)
Why do we scream at each other?
This is what it sounds like when doves cry
This is basically a song about a couple who got along great once and now they don't. Yikes. Is this what I have to look forward to in the future. Very disapointing....
now how does all this relate?
here it is. Being at work is like a marriage. In the beginning you are very excited to be here and you are motivated to do well. Well eventually, you get tired of work and you try to hold on to the last motivation you have left. Getting paid. but when that is not regular anymore, you are in a bad marriage. I wouldn't know, but I guess its like you are fighting with the spouse and you are not even having sex anymore.
The song is much more Philosophical than you think. I guess that is why he was once the Artist formerly known as Prince.
Thursday, September 04, 2003
So last couple of days I've blogged about non-sense. Haha. Well here is the latest news about mylife.
Nothing.
Yeah, it's pretty sad. It seems like many of my friends are going through the same thing. Getting tired of the doldrums of life. I am finally accepting the fact that I need to do something more with my life. I have a 3 year plan to get back on track. Scary thing is that I feel the next three years will be my make it or break three years that I have left. My pal and I talked about fear the other day. He was telling me how fear has stopped him from everthing that he should have done. For me it is not fear. I fear the Lord and that is just about it. Well that's not true. I am starting to fear more things now. But for me it is more pride and lazyness. Such unchristian behavior and characteristics! My pride and lazyness turn into fear. For instance, I was dreading the move couple of months ago. I did not want to move because I was scared of all this work I had to do. Lazyness leading to fear. Yeah. I hate it. I hate sitting here and complaing to you about my shortcomings. Good news is that I am starting to see the big picture. Da Lord has opened my eyes in many different aspects life that I did not understand before. I just pray that when Da Lord comands me to stand up, I will stand up.
Nothing.
Yeah, it's pretty sad. It seems like many of my friends are going through the same thing. Getting tired of the doldrums of life. I am finally accepting the fact that I need to do something more with my life. I have a 3 year plan to get back on track. Scary thing is that I feel the next three years will be my make it or break three years that I have left. My pal and I talked about fear the other day. He was telling me how fear has stopped him from everthing that he should have done. For me it is not fear. I fear the Lord and that is just about it. Well that's not true. I am starting to fear more things now. But for me it is more pride and lazyness. Such unchristian behavior and characteristics! My pride and lazyness turn into fear. For instance, I was dreading the move couple of months ago. I did not want to move because I was scared of all this work I had to do. Lazyness leading to fear. Yeah. I hate it. I hate sitting here and complaing to you about my shortcomings. Good news is that I am starting to see the big picture. Da Lord has opened my eyes in many different aspects life that I did not understand before. I just pray that when Da Lord comands me to stand up, I will stand up.
A Tesitimony from Da Brat.
here is Da Brat attacked by Hoon and Da Fevah. We are the buns and Da brat is the meat.
Da Brat's confession about neck chop:
Wednesday, September 03, 2003
Was sitting through a boring 8.5 hours of training today when all of a sudden I found myself thinking about CPC- Pastor Jin, Chloe and Phoebe, snack time, praise time....and then a wave of nostalgia crashed over me and my neck felt surprisingly "untouched". Yes. The infamous NECKCHOP. I miss Da Fever and his affectionate neckchops. Geepers...
I know that deep down inside that all of you love the NECKCHOP. So after a long struggle, Da brat has convinced me that I should NOT stop the CHOP.
If you don't believe Da Brat wrote that, click here
Or go to www.Heavnzbrat.blogspot.com yourself.
We miss you too brat... We miss you too. Hang in there trooper.
here is Da Brat attacked by Hoon and Da Fevah. We are the buns and Da brat is the meat.
Da Brat's confession about neck chop:
Wednesday, September 03, 2003
Was sitting through a boring 8.5 hours of training today when all of a sudden I found myself thinking about CPC- Pastor Jin, Chloe and Phoebe, snack time, praise time....and then a wave of nostalgia crashed over me and my neck felt surprisingly "untouched". Yes. The infamous NECKCHOP. I miss Da Fever and his affectionate neckchops. Geepers...
I know that deep down inside that all of you love the NECKCHOP. So after a long struggle, Da brat has convinced me that I should NOT stop the CHOP.
If you don't believe Da Brat wrote that, click here
Or go to www.Heavnzbrat.blogspot.com yourself.
We miss you too brat... We miss you too. Hang in there trooper.
Wednesday, September 03, 2003
Temptation test for Da ladies
If any ladies are not stumbled by these picts, you must be a lesbian. But here is a test for da ladies. How many picts can you see before lusting after these men?
Look at these guys. Can any ladies resist?
Killer smiles
Last but not least.... Sexay!
Easy girls. Easy.....
The final test
Drumroll please.....
drumroll....
Drumroll....
Drumroll...
TA DOW!
If you can resist this, you are truly a puritan.
Picts from Da Brat
If any ladies are not stumbled by these picts, you must be a lesbian. But here is a test for da ladies. How many picts can you see before lusting after these men?
Look at these guys. Can any ladies resist?
Killer smiles
Last but not least.... Sexay!
Easy girls. Easy.....
The final test
Drumroll please.....
drumroll....
Drumroll....
Drumroll...
TA DOW!
If you can resist this, you are truly a puritan.
Picts from Da Brat
Tuesday, September 02, 2003
Last night was intersting. I was talking to my pal. He brought up death. Death is scary to so many of us. Most of my friends don't wanna die yet, i am sure. I always say that I don't want to live That Long. Long life just doesn't seem that great to me. I want to go to heaven, ASAP. But I realize that I have many things that I have to do before I kick the bucket. Anyway, my pal and I talked ahout death for quite some time. I've experienced losing a loved one. It was bad. But I came to an understanding through the Lord that He will take whomever He chooses. I don't know why but I only have a heathy fear of death left in me. I first experienced the whole questioning of death when I was in fifth grade. I just wondered about that one day when I am dead and there is nothing..... No more existance of you. Does it mean that I will be just dead and there is nothing else? All the emotions and experience I've had means nada? I was really scared and sad and I started panicking about it. But the Lord had taught me other wise. Now the only thing I fear about death is this. It is something that I've never experienced. So that it the only thing I fear. The fear of experienceing something for the first time. I know that death is a punishment for what we did and do. Well also know that when I die, i won't wanna come back. In the book of 1 Samuel, King Saul summons the spirit of Prophet Samuel through witch of Endor. Well Sam was pissed off and said " why would you want to bring me back when I am in such a great place. Using witchcraft to bring me back to thing crap." Well when I die, I don't want any of you niggas bring me back to this crap hole. No thanks. I'd rather chill with G. talking about Samuel, beware.... Next.... for sale, Sizzlin' Sam. Dat Nigga Sam Kwon.
Monday, September 01, 2003
Sports Filled weekend
I played Tennis, football, basketball, and swam this weekend. Last night was fun. Hoon, Paul and I went to Sein's BBQ. It was fun. Afterwards, we ran into Bobby Park and Bobby Son. Mike ha joined us little later. Other than Bobby Son, Who is Roy's brother, We were all old school, CPCers. I've known Bobby Son since Jr. High, so it was still old school and cool. Bobby fit right in with other old school fools.
Going back to playing tennis... Hoon, Joe Chong, Eric Koo, Special Ed, and I played tennis. Instead of Agassi, I felt like Andre Ajussi. Joe and Eric.... they are really good. Hoon was pretty gppd too. Edwin was just fun to watch. It was a good weekend. I also have a new bachelor for sale. Coming soon, reserve your spot now. For sale, this coming week...... Sizzle Kwizzle, dat nigga Sam.
I played Tennis, football, basketball, and swam this weekend. Last night was fun. Hoon, Paul and I went to Sein's BBQ. It was fun. Afterwards, we ran into Bobby Park and Bobby Son. Mike ha joined us little later. Other than Bobby Son, Who is Roy's brother, We were all old school, CPCers. I've known Bobby Son since Jr. High, so it was still old school and cool. Bobby fit right in with other old school fools.
Going back to playing tennis... Hoon, Joe Chong, Eric Koo, Special Ed, and I played tennis. Instead of Agassi, I felt like Andre Ajussi. Joe and Eric.... they are really good. Hoon was pretty gppd too. Edwin was just fun to watch. It was a good weekend. I also have a new bachelor for sale. Coming soon, reserve your spot now. For sale, this coming week...... Sizzle Kwizzle, dat nigga Sam.