When you want something in life, you gotta go for it.

Had Jury Duty today. I got dismissed after waiting in that room for hours. It felt good getting released. Talking about releasing...

At work we only have one bathrooms each. One for men and one for women. The otherday I was finishing up a deal and I realized that I had to take a ddong. The custommer was putting me on hold and I had to go bad. I finally got him off the phone and I got up to go. There I saw him.... Mcnizzle (Mike Mcneeley). A Co-Worker getting up and his expression in his face told me that he was about to make that trip towards the bathroom. Then I got up and we both looked at each other. Eye to eye. They say that every eyes tell a story and he knew exactly what my intentions were. I had the eye of the Tiger. We both started to walk towards bathroom faster and faster. We were both racing and I won. Damn it felt good.... Cause I was about to lay the mushroom cloud and I refuse to do that where it has this symbol.

Seriously... You want something? Go after it. No woulda shoulda couldas...

Standing on Green Grass.

Has anyone ever noticed that Grass is ALWAYS greener on the other side? No matter where you go, people are unhappy about their situations. No matter where you go they hear about about another place where people are happier... It's truly strange to me that things are that way. No optimism. Its like working. IN the beginning everyone is excited about their work. And before you know it they are burntout and tired of it. Well for me its not that way. I was excited when I got my job but I knew that I shouldn't be over excited. That is me in almost all situations. Though I like to be in new situations too, I am not over excited about any work. Job is a job and life is life. Good times and bad times all rolled up in one. But one thing that I thought about the other day is that I do not want my Christian life to be that way. I was always the pessimist and an idealist. I always thought that I missed out on the good times and rolled up late on everything. Before I came to understand the saving knowledge of our Lord, I always thought that "There must be a better church with hotter chicks"... Hahahha! But honestly speaking, it's all a matter of perspective. And I refuse to believe that the grass is greener on the otherside. Cause Da Lord has put me in a situation that is the best situation for me. I want to be the kind of believer that understand that I do not need to get a fresh environment in order for me to feel God's presence. Cause He is all good and all knowing and all that! And He is everywhere. Next time you feel that you need a change, just remember, For the weak, grass is always greener on the otherside. But for the strong, grass might not be green where I stand... But I can make it green with Da Lord.

Besides there are no churches with hotter sisters than my church.....

Hot for Da Lord! Nah Mean? ;)