Finally its my favorite day of da week. Its Frday! Just like most of you, I live for da weekend. I will be attending yet another wedding this weekend.... But I am looking forward to this one. Tonight? Not sure what I will be doing. But what ever I do... I am just glad its Fdiday... Lots of thought in my head these days. Once again I am standing in that weird stage, where the choices that I make will impact my life greatly. Whatever happens, I hope I am Guided by Him! Have your self a merry little weekend.

Fasting Hoon....

This might be another monumental moment for all that know and love our friend and Hero Hoon Lee. Yes it is true..... Hoon is doing something that I could not believe.....

Hoon : You gotta pray for me man...
D. Fevah : Of course man. Wazzzup?
Hoon : .....Well I am gonna fast.
D. Fevah : From What?
Hoon : Food.
D. Fevah :
Hoon : For 1 day... I started at 2 o'clock.
(it was 3 o'clock)
D. Fevah : Wow!
Hoon : I think I can may be do it for 2 days....
D. Fevah : Lets not get crazy.
Hoon : Yeah....
An hour later.....
Hoon : I am already hungry......
D. Fevah : You can do it!
Hoon : Man I think I am gonna sleep the whole time till 2 o'clock tomorrow....

I prayed for you Hoon!

You keep it up and you can look like this!

perseverance of Da Saints....

In all my bitching and moaning of recent blogs, I forgot about one of the five Calvinistic points of faith. May be one of da most important. Perseverance through struggles is one of the premiere foundation of a Christian's daily testimony... All I can say to myself is, I am (with Him) gonna persevere through my crap and come out a Champ! Cause God is all that and endless bags of chips!

Restless...

Frustration is something that I cannot control. Feeling restless is an awful thing. I am so forgetting to see the BIG picture. I have never felt so restless in mylife.(this is a big statement) All things have become so complicated. Everything tied up in knots. I feel like I can be so sadistic sometimes... My senses are way up and I am easily angered... This is a bad thing. My neck feels so stiff. What is happening to me? Where is the fun loving guy that was cruising through life? I don't get it. It almost seems like life puts obstacles in my path just to mess with me.

Its like I am trying to solve a Rubiks Cube. But when I get one side The other side is a mess.... I know... That is how life is. But it isn't always like that. There are great times. Times that I feel like I can take over the world. Not to say that these good moments are completely gone... In fact I have lots of them... But the worries take over before you know it.

It all comes down to my faith. My foundation. Shaking like an earthquake.

Okay..... Enuff bitching for now...

Old School Dependence

Why is it so hard to look to da Lord when you need Him da most?
The things that I struggle with are so basic. Such a basic routine of madness. Yeah its true. I get tired of asking Him for help sometimes... So stupid and prideful I am.... You hear of all the classic cases of burn-outs and this that and the other, and how we need to be careful of it all. You think to yourself, I will not be one of those.... Yet still I find a way to join that number. Ultimately, I need Him everyday. But it amazes me that when I need Him da most, I am so stubborn and stupid. But one thing for sure is that I am ppun-ppun(shameless). I can apply Da Truth anytime. No matter how much of a shmuck I am.... I can always look to da cross and know that I am forgiven.... No matter what.
That is nuthin but that OLD SCHOOL GOSPEL!

And let me tell you, I am all about old school!