I've got beef with this world....

I was watching a the today show this morning and Katie Curic said something that was so true. They were talking about celebrities break ups and why people are so fascinated by it. Latest being the break up of brad and Jennifer Pitt.

Basically Katie Curic was saying that people are living vicariously through these celebrities... One thing that struck me was when she said that people are sadistic in that they actually enjoy these people breaking up. Not taking into consideration that these are people who night be in pain... They say it with a little smirk on their face like, "I knew this couldn't last". So ridiculous. It's pathetic enough that people are fascinated by people they do not know in any shape or form personally. But to actually enjoy people's misfortunes and unhappiness is just stupid. That is how we are. Everyday I am reminded of the horror that is this society. Now we are living in a world that knows no loyalty and no honor. But God revealed that to me way before I even became a Christian. But it is almost astonishing, how bad it can get.

I am gonna be free from women again this weekend. Both Lisa and my mom will be off to Vegas. Me? I am going to the Korean soccer game at the Coliseum. Yeah I know that many of you don't really care but I am looking forward to it. Korea will be playing Sweden.

Soccer is a great sport. Though Dong may disagree, it is a game that the World celebrates over. It is silly, but many people have died in the name of soccer. Dying over sports... Now that is passion.

Talking about passion, I realize that my passion for things are dying down these days. Yeah, I truly am aging. I think I will be passionate about making money. Yeah... Its truly a sad day when you realize the important things have turned into meaningless things. But not really. All my immature dreams and visions have slowly but surely faded. I am begining to feel focused and I am locking in on my future. Yup. I am getting old and I feel fine.

Da Lord has done some wonderful things in my life and I am starting to see a clearer picture.

Da sun is shining down upon me and I can't help it but to smile.

Flaring Temper... Lack of purity.

I stand, absolutely ashamed of myself today... Yeah, it happened. I lost my cool. I haven't done that in a long time. The worst scenairo possible... playing basketball... oh the shame... I shall reflect today on my behavior and repent.

Andy was here over da weekend.

One thing that he brought up was lack of purity. Yeah... Now as many of you might already know, I am a huge fan of Christian liberty. However, I realize that we pretty much take Christian liberty to the extreme. Always making excuses for our sorry selves. Liberty must be practiced with firm understanding of responsibility. We are always quoting Tupac when there is any sort of criticisms.. Only God can judge me. Though there is truth behind that, it is also silly. Putting so much emphasis on God's judgement. If only God can judge, do you think your sorry ass would be okay with God? Only with Christ are we blameless. So next time you blurt out such statement, you should think about why these "judgements" have come your way. Not to say that you should be weak about your stance... But we are certainly lacking purity. Make no mistakes about it. Purity is what we strive for. There is much power behind purity. And with a mature undertanding of that, Christian Liberty can be exercized to the max. But Chritian liberty without that undertanding, is just walloping in sin. I must be getting close to doomsday talking like this. I must be getting close to that age... DA BIG 3... 0.... Just getting old...

Soon I will be in a whole new age bracket in surveys... No longer will I be in that 25-29 bracket. In few weeks, I will be checking off a bubble that says, 30-35...

checking off that ajussi bubble...

We gonna be alright.


Yeah... It concerns me that Lisa has some messed up work situations... But I am confident that we are gonna be alright. Why you ax? Da Lord of course...

Once again, it is something beyond my control. But Lisa said something on Saturday that made me really proud of her. She said "I should't let work get to me so much should I? There are much more important things in life to worry about."

AMEN!



Even at da worst situations... Jal-Muk-go, Jal sarul gguh yah!

Mercy and Grace, Da fists of fury....


This is mercy.


This is Grace.

God gave me mercy and grace. I am gonna jab you with mercy and finish you off with grace.

Mercy, mercy, mercy, and boom, here comes the grace. You have no chance!