1/2 of a year. Yay to Da Fevah and Da Fevette.
Gonna spend a nice quite evening with da lady tonight!
Friday, August 13, 2004
Thursday, August 12, 2004
Playing With Fire...
Jongmin came back from Jordan. He called me so I went over to his house to see him hosing down a little stack of paper that has been burning. Apparently Jongmin had some documentation that he wanted to burn and the stack of fire went out of control so he had the hose. Than 2 cops showed up and the fire engine. But the fire was out and The cops gave Jongmini a lecture about fire...
It made me think about the so many of us that flirt the idea of playing with fire. Pushing the envelope some call it. I call it being stupid.
Why are we so curious about stupid things? I say this because I am da king of curiosity. Oh so curious about this that and the other. Curiosity in itself ain't that bad. But the content of curiosity? Hmmmm..... I have seen many people break at the moments of weakness which started off with a simple curiosity. It's like a domino effect. Well... What can I say other than what I repeated in da past. Curiosity killed da cat.
Learn from Jongmini. Don't play with fire. Cause you might get a lecture from some cops...
Jongmin came back from Jordan. He called me so I went over to his house to see him hosing down a little stack of paper that has been burning. Apparently Jongmin had some documentation that he wanted to burn and the stack of fire went out of control so he had the hose. Than 2 cops showed up and the fire engine. But the fire was out and The cops gave Jongmini a lecture about fire...
It made me think about the so many of us that flirt the idea of playing with fire. Pushing the envelope some call it. I call it being stupid.
Why are we so curious about stupid things? I say this because I am da king of curiosity. Oh so curious about this that and the other. Curiosity in itself ain't that bad. But the content of curiosity? Hmmmm..... I have seen many people break at the moments of weakness which started off with a simple curiosity. It's like a domino effect. Well... What can I say other than what I repeated in da past. Curiosity killed da cat.
Learn from Jongmini. Don't play with fire. Cause you might get a lecture from some cops...
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
There is nothing like da word of God!
So I will share a little embarassing story with y'alls about my lack of care for cleaning and house keeping. Yeah it's bad. As some of you know, Housekeeping was not a priority in my life. So two days ago, I told y'all about the worst day of my life. Lisa and I got in a big fight that night. Concerning many things and keeping clean being one of them.... Yeah. She had every right to be upset.
The great thing about fighting is the making up part. Oh yes..... Sometimes its worth fighting to make up... hahahha! yes its true. So yesterday Lisa and I read some verses and really made up. We prayed and I felt great! I walked out of her apartment fully charged and ready to take over the world again. Gotta tell ya. Ain't nuthin' like da word and prayer! I love me some prayers to da Lord!
Dear God.
I ax you God to give me faith of a mustard seed cause I plan to move me some mountains! nah mean! In your name, Amen!
So I will share a little embarassing story with y'alls about my lack of care for cleaning and house keeping. Yeah it's bad. As some of you know, Housekeeping was not a priority in my life. So two days ago, I told y'all about the worst day of my life. Lisa and I got in a big fight that night. Concerning many things and keeping clean being one of them.... Yeah. She had every right to be upset.
The great thing about fighting is the making up part. Oh yes..... Sometimes its worth fighting to make up... hahahha! yes its true. So yesterday Lisa and I read some verses and really made up. We prayed and I felt great! I walked out of her apartment fully charged and ready to take over the world again. Gotta tell ya. Ain't nuthin' like da word and prayer! I love me some prayers to da Lord!
Dear God.
I ax you God to give me faith of a mustard seed cause I plan to move me some mountains! nah mean! In your name, Amen!
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
Yes yesterday was terrible...
So yesterday I was going to my car that was parked next to a tree. I was going for the door and bam! I hit my head on a tree branch. (a thick one) My forehead was hurting and I had a headache for the rest of da day. Not to mention everything else that went sour yesterday. Yeah 8/9 will live in infamy as one of the bad days of Da Fevah's life.
Not everyday is peachy.
So this morning, thinking to myself that I cannot redo yesterday, I prayed. I was encouraged to pray. Yesterday I was sulking in misery. You know one of those days that keeps you down. Yesterday was that day.
Al and I talked yesterday and he axed an interesting question. he says that on-going theme to my blog is that things go sh*tty but I always end it by asking God for help.
That was ok but here is the part that was intersting.
Al said "What's taking Him so long?"
At first I was disturbed by what he said. Cause to think about it, What is taking Him so long? I mean I've been axing Him for a long time. Then it dawned on me. a year and a half ago I had a vision.
MY THREE YEAR PLAN Dun Dun DUUUN~~~~
I remember telling Al that God gave me a vision. yeah I told Al that within' the three years, I will lose weight, find a woman, and have a steady career.
2 down, 1 to go!
Today is not yesterday. I don't know what adventure awaits me today.
But I look up to da Lord and pray for da best.
So yesterday I was going to my car that was parked next to a tree. I was going for the door and bam! I hit my head on a tree branch. (a thick one) My forehead was hurting and I had a headache for the rest of da day. Not to mention everything else that went sour yesterday. Yeah 8/9 will live in infamy as one of the bad days of Da Fevah's life.
Not everyday is peachy.
So this morning, thinking to myself that I cannot redo yesterday, I prayed. I was encouraged to pray. Yesterday I was sulking in misery. You know one of those days that keeps you down. Yesterday was that day.
Al and I talked yesterday and he axed an interesting question. he says that on-going theme to my blog is that things go sh*tty but I always end it by asking God for help.
That was ok but here is the part that was intersting.
Al said "What's taking Him so long?"
At first I was disturbed by what he said. Cause to think about it, What is taking Him so long? I mean I've been axing Him for a long time. Then it dawned on me. a year and a half ago I had a vision.
MY THREE YEAR PLAN Dun Dun DUUUN~~~~
I remember telling Al that God gave me a vision. yeah I told Al that within' the three years, I will lose weight, find a woman, and have a steady career.
2 down, 1 to go!
Today is not yesterday. I don't know what adventure awaits me today.
But I look up to da Lord and pray for da best.
Monday, August 09, 2004
As if today wasn't Monday....
yeah its been a terrible morning. I freaking spilt coffee all over my effing car this morning and all my effing cigarettes got soaked in coffee... It was a brand new pack... Some of you might think that this is funny but its not. Not by anymeans. I am having a terrible morning. Not to forget my pay situation which is giving me more pressure than ever to walk away. Everything is staring to bother me here.... EVERYTHING. The voice of certain employees... Facial expressions of depressed workers and just thinking about my bills has raised my blood pressure....
But in the end, even in this damned morning at this damned cubicle, I find that the only thing that can make me feel better is da Lord. I must rely on God to give me peace. Lord! All I have is YOU! Only You can give me peace.... God is for me.... So who are you to eff with me! Be gone from me terrible thoughts... I must kill my thoughts of anger and look to da cross! But sometimes its so hard.... Therefore I am drenched in my iniquities...
But I still have hope...
yeah its been a terrible morning. I freaking spilt coffee all over my effing car this morning and all my effing cigarettes got soaked in coffee... It was a brand new pack... Some of you might think that this is funny but its not. Not by anymeans. I am having a terrible morning. Not to forget my pay situation which is giving me more pressure than ever to walk away. Everything is staring to bother me here.... EVERYTHING. The voice of certain employees... Facial expressions of depressed workers and just thinking about my bills has raised my blood pressure....
But in the end, even in this damned morning at this damned cubicle, I find that the only thing that can make me feel better is da Lord. I must rely on God to give me peace. Lord! All I have is YOU! Only You can give me peace.... God is for me.... So who are you to eff with me! Be gone from me terrible thoughts... I must kill my thoughts of anger and look to da cross! But sometimes its so hard.... Therefore I am drenched in my iniquities...
But I still have hope...
Club Fevah
Weekend was pretty good. Hoons Birthday was a blast... Hoon was filled with spirits... Dancing like a freak...
Sat was another wedding... I think Leece and I will become professional wedding attenders... So many weddings... Still have many weddings to attend.
Sunday, watched Collateral... If anyone has seen da flick, did you guys see my club?
Here is Jamie Foxx in my club. Throwing his hands up!
here is Tom Cruise at Club Fever...
Next year, Hoon can have his birthday and shake his money maker at Club Fever. hahahahah!
Weekend was pretty good. Hoons Birthday was a blast... Hoon was filled with spirits... Dancing like a freak...
Sat was another wedding... I think Leece and I will become professional wedding attenders... So many weddings... Still have many weddings to attend.
Sunday, watched Collateral... If anyone has seen da flick, did you guys see my club?
Here is Jamie Foxx in my club. Throwing his hands up!
here is Tom Cruise at Club Fever...
Next year, Hoon can have his birthday and shake his money maker at Club Fever. hahahahah!