Friday, November 07, 2003

I have been lusting for something for quite sometime. This lust just won't go away. I have done everything I possibly can to not think about it. But it keeps coming back. I am in deep lust for........... sushi.



Anyone up for sushi with Da Fevah?
My sanctification process is very very very veerry Slow. Why is it taking so long?

Thursday, November 06, 2003

Another Day, another smoke
I've been thinking about when I should give up my little habbit of smoking cigarettes. Most of my friends thinks that I shouldn't smoke, unless they are smokers themselves. Yeah I probabaly should give it up one day. To all my Christian friends that don't like it when I smoke, I always say that I am exercising my freedom in Christ when I smoke. But when it actually comes down to it I am about addicted as they come. Yeah I know that it's bad for me. The thing I don't like about smoking is the control that it has over me. To all those worried about my habbit, there will be a day when I quit. Till than I will enjoy it. Oh I am starting to get a head ache..... I think I need a smoke.
Everything that has a begining has an end



So I watched the last of the Matrix trilogy last night. I certainly don't wanna give the movie away so I won't go into it too much. But over all I enjoyed the movie. The ending was very vanilla compared to the series. But once again, overall I enjoyed the movie. I was listening to Kevin & Bean this morning and it seems that they did not like the ending. Al did not like the ending either. I am sure that many many people were disappointed by it;s underwhelming ending. One thing I will give away is this. Many movies and books use a Christ figure. Some more clear than others. And everytime they do, people point it out. Well it was no surprise to anyone that Neo was a Christ figure from the first movie so I will say that it hasn't changed in the 3rd movie. They are even more blatant about it. If anyone has seen the second movie, there was one thing about the movie that I hated. It was the scene when Lawrence Fishburne gives this lame speech and this funky tribal music comes on and all the people at Zion is dancing while Trinity and Neo have sex. That part was a drag. There was no parts like that in the third one. I was totally into it till the very end. I was really into it. Well even though the ending was disappointing, I guess you can say that it was a good movie. I didn't mind the message of the ending. In fact I really appreciated the message. What I didn't like was the delivery of the ending. That is all I will say about that. But there were some intense battle scenes and that rocked. Keanu was still terrible in acting but once again it did not matter. Now all I have to wait for this year is Lord of the Rings. I can't wait for that either.
So the Matrix gets a between a 4 and a 5.

It would have been a five but the delivery of the ending was regretfully disappointing.

Wednesday, November 05, 2003

Now I have one hundred friensters now!

My one hundredth Frienster? is none other than Jonathan Klein!!!!!!!

Looking forward to Matrix today! I am gonna watch thid movie at 6 o'clock in Irvine. I can't wait to see this movie. I just cannot wait. I am so excited about this that I feel like jumping up and down. I sucked at B-ball last night. I am begining top realize that I will never improve in Basketball. yeah I suck. But I can live with it. I will try again tonight. Don't have much more to say today. I will blog later when I get a chance.

Tuesday, November 04, 2003

"I am still young and I still have what it takes!" At least that was my thought when this young chick violated me. I was at the Pointe in K-town on Halloween night. Why did I go there? Cause it was Al's Last day at AHT. Going back to my statement earlier about being young and still having it. I was dancing because they had a Halloween special day and they had a DJ and a dance floor. I was just in the middle of floor when I felt this hand rubbing my butt and right up the crack. I had this confused look in my face when I turned around to see this young mad tight chick standing there. I was like "Aawwww Yeah!" (don't get me wrong I was not gonna do anything about it) But when something like that happens, its like a ego booster. Its like a girl saying that she thinks I am cute. All of a sudden, you feel this burst of energy running through you like you just became the incredible Hulk. Anyways, I turned around and at that momment I think she realized that I was not the person that she thought I was and she said "Oh My God". She ran away. hahaha. I probably should have said "Come back!" hahahahaha. Funny isn't it?

No mo Al

It's strange that Al is no longer here. Oh here is a something that I forgot. We took him out to a good bye lunch at Lucille's BBQ. It was halloween so the waitresses were all dressed up. One the waitresses was dressed like a nurse, but she wore a very naughty nurse outfit. Her butt cheeks were hanging out. I noticed Al checking her out. C-Note had a camera so I told him that I would take a picture of them together. Being the Al that he is, he was like no, being all shy. So Took the camera from Cnote and I said "Excuse me". our waitress and the nurse both turned around and said "yes". But here come Da Fevah and his insensitivity. I said "No, not you" "You. Will you take a picture with my buddy?" Not realizing that I probably made the the other girl feel ugly. I am such a jackass. I need to take some sensitivity classes.
Here is da pic

Al would not get close to her so I had to force it and said "Get close to her man!" Unfortunately you can't see her cheeks. But let me tell you. Being a Christian that I am, I looked at her cheeks once by accident. And that was it. I never ever looked again.

Monday, November 03, 2003

Random pics that were sent to me this weekend.....

This is Kimmay as GoGo!

She went to Red as GoGo for that Halloween party!

Pastror Brian park and his wife Audrey had a child. I remember their wedding like it was yesterday.

His name is Brandon Shi-Ohn Park. Congrats to them. Man they waisted no time getting busy and having a child.
Prime Time

I almost forgot. I had an interception yesterday. James batted the ball in the air. It fell on my hands and I ran it back. It was nice. I felt like Deion Sanders. I even did a little dance. Hahahaha. May be I'll make it to church Sports Center.
Pride

"That is pride F***ing wit you. F*** pride. Pride only hurts"
This is what Marcellus Wallace says in that epic film, Pulp Fiction. It is very true. Pride always gets the best of me. Why does pride ALWAYS get in the way of everything in life. My pride always causes me to sin. Pride is an ugly thing. I hate pride. Funny thing about pride. It is the hardest thing to admit to yourself and others that "I am not all that." I am not da bomb. I am not special and deserve better treatment. We can say these things but it is a hard thing for me to admit that deep down inside. It is hard to say that I am not the guy that I think that I am in my prideful mind. After you realize that, it is easy to come to a conclusion that I am a worthless sinner. It only takes that step for you to relize it. Pride always messes me up. It is always pride that cause me to sin. Errrr I hate pride.