Friday, July 30, 2004

Last night I attended Sam, Henry, and Albert Chu's Grandfather's wake service. Their grandfather passed away at the age of 91. It was at the same place in Downey that held the funeral service for my friend, Julia. I haven't been there since, but the place was the same. One thing that Lisa and I agreed on is that when either of us die, we do not want an open casket. Yeah... I do not want that. Cause the lifeless body that lay in the casket is so not the same.... Yeah. I walked by and series of thoughts ran through my head. I have never met him so I can't say much. But seeing him lying there, I realized that without our soul, our bodies are just temporary. Whether its 91 years or 23 years.

Well, I hope that everyone is happy that it's Friday. I will be going to da Getty Center tumor with mom, Grandma, and Leece. Than its another wedding. I know that I talked about a gloomy subject.... Nevertheless, have yourself a great weekend.

Thursday, July 29, 2004

all by myself


Yeah they are both leaving me on Monday. My mother to Korea, and Lisa to Pittsburgh. Last night Lisa came over and made her signature "Sea Food Pasta" for my mother and I. Its seriously great to see them together. How gracious my mother has been and how Lisa has given what she has to my mother. Da women of Da Feavh's life.

So what am I to do with both of them leaving me at once?

So next week, poor Fevah will be all alone and lonely....

Back to being the lone ranger.....

A rebel with out a clue....

So may be next wednessday, I should host a poker night at Da pad. Hang pix of half naked women, drink beers, and smoke cigars...

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

Road Rage.....

I was heading to work and this jackass was doing some ill-advised lane changes. Than he thought I was gonn acut him off... But i had no intention of that. He flipped me off. So I calmly drove up next to him. I looked at him. I rolled down my window and said "There is no need to flip me off." He was kinda intimidated I think. I said "take it easy", smiled and drove off.

I remember back in da day, I was not such da mild mannered person. I was the epitome of road raged maniac. I've got into so many fights while driving.... It was bad.

Here some that I remeber....

It was Me, David Lim, and grandma. I was driving and we were at a stop light. There was a car in front of me and light turned green. I honked and the guy flipped me off. I went ape sh*t aftre that. David and granny trued to stop me and I got out of the car and grbbed the guy in the car, dragged him out and shoved him and the homeboy flew across the street.

There was this one time where I accidentaly cut some one off and I waved my hand told her I was sorry. But the stupid biatch kept on high beaming and honking. This lasted for about a minute. than I started getting upset. She kept on high beaming and honking so I slammed on my breaks and she had to stop and she could not go by. I got out of the car and yelled out "WHAT YOU STUPID @$##%$@! I told you I was sorry!" She was in absolute horror. I threatened her boyfriend. Her boyfriend who was not a big man, was scared silly. She apologized to me in sheer terror.... Mel thought I was crazy... He was there to witness all of this.

List goes on and on... But the victory is mine today, I did not do this... Today I smiled at the man that flipped me off. Thank you Jesus!

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

Random

what can you say about a man who'd rather smoke weed than play football....

Though I am extremely disappointed about the so called "retirement" of Ricky Williams.... I am still hopeful about the Dolphins this season. That is all I have to say about that.

So the 2 women of my life will be leaving me on the same day. My mother is going back to Korea and Lisa will be going on a business trip to Pittsburgh.... Both on the same day. August 2nd. How sad.....

Today I woke up @ 4 in da morning. Yeah something woke me up and I did not know what it was. So I walked out and drank some water and lit one up again. As I was smoking, I came to certain thought..... Where is my life headed? Life is funny. I remember thinking that I hit rock bottom couple of years ago. Well when you hit rock bottom the only way to go is up. I am slowly moving up... God has thrown this dog a bone... And I feel that God is gonna be giving me many opportunities to live up to the potential that I have... I stood this morning, in pitch darkness, with a cool breeze in my face, absolutely inspired. Yes. God is always good.

Monday, July 26, 2004

It was yet another action packed weekend..


To start it off we (Leece, Mom, and I) went to a night of romance with Harry Connick Jr. @ Da Hollywood Bowl. I gotta tell ya. It was awesome. One of the better concerts that I've been to. I really liked it and Harry was hilarious. What I really apreciated about him was not that he is just a good singer... which he is, but he is an entertainer. A real great show. If he ever comes around again, I highly suggest that you see him.


Sat was Hen Chu's b-day. Da man, da myth, Da legend. Everything was great but da highlight of da night was when Kenny "da show" Bae was popping for Henry's b-day. Some of you might know Kenny Bae from back in da day at CPC. He is well into his thirties, married, and now a dad. His wife gave birth to a little girl Rachel. But when he was in his teens, he was a well known dancer. Yup he was so great at popping, he was sponsored by Puma. We really had to pull his arm to do it. But he gave us a small sample of his ability. Let me tell you... I have no idea why he dosn't want to do it everytime we ask him to. Cause all Hoon and I want to be is great poppers in life. If I was Kenny, I would do it all da time. Apparently he hasn't even shown it to his wife. But there must be something in the air @ da pine treezle. Maybe it was the Sojizzle... May be it was having Sojizzle a the Pine Treezle. Da only times that I've seen Kenny pop was at that place..... But once again, Happy Birthday Hen... He just turned thirty on.. I mean 24...

Yesterday went to church and went to Lisa's church.

Met a guy named Hollywood Danny. He is a funny guy. His relentless pursuit for his love interests in his life was something that I really apreciated. Kathy Choo thought it was too much. But I am telling you, Hollywood Danny will get what he wants in life cause he is not living his life scared.... To all the bros that live their lives scared... DON'T LIVE YOUR LIFE SCARED... Cause in the end... I am sure you will regret it.