Ghosts and Ghouls.....

So it's this pagan holiday that I will be celebrating tonight. I don't really know what I will be doing. Some party in Hollywood hills. Or some other parties. I don't really know. I remember when I first came to this country, I loved Halloween. Free candy. Trick or treating with my friends. Oh the joy. Now it's a pain in the ass. Some punk ass kids coming to my house wanting candy. Hahaha. just kidding. Well can't get away from the fact that it is a pagan holiday. So strange. I wonder what the origin of Holoween is. It's funny but our church used to do this reformation day on hallween. I am not sure if they still do it. So sad. While kids are out there having fun with other kids getting candy, our kids at CPC would come to church and listen to a pastor. oh the torture. That is a Nightmare, if there was any. There would be reinactment of Martin Luthor's reason's for the reformation.(how fun can this possibly be?) Making the Catholic look real bad. It was awful. It's strange how there is a fad among churches too. I remember Halloween was ok when I was first at church. They even gave out candy and such to kids. But one day it became reformation day.... How about Easter. We would do easter egg hunt at church with people in Bunny costume. One day gone was the bunny and the fancy eggs. Strange. Well I don't really care anymore. Now that I am not a kid anymore.

I am gonna be Payne Stewert for Halloween. If I go anywhere that is.

I have the hat, the sox, the whole works.

Clothes

DO clothes make the man? I was having lunch with Paul Pyo and Al yesterday. Paul works for Kenneth Cole. He loves clothes. I was just thinking. With all the metrosexuals these days, I was thinking do clothes give you more of a sex apeal? I hope not. I am a t-shirt and jeans/shorts guy. Yes I went through a stage in my life where I thought clothes were important. I was stupid. Not to say nice clothes are stupid. Cause if you look good wearing it, flaunt it. Nah mean. But not only did I not look that great but I was spending too much $ on clothes! Only fetish I have left is shoes. Al calls me Emelda Marcos. Apparently she had a Large collection of shoes. I am not that bad.

Everyone says Donald Lee is a metrosexual.

I certainly am not. May be I should change. Cause I've seen it with my own eyes. A good example of a person looking better than before due to change of his clothes is Karl Malone.

How can one man look so ugly one minute.....


and so beautiful the next.

So I was feeling pretty refreshed yesterday. Yeah I was feeling like a champ. why? I don't know why. I just felt like God was chillin with me yesterday. It was all good. Lakers won. they look as dominant as ever. But here is something that really did bother me yesterday. On Sunday we played ball at church instead of football due to hazardous air conditions. But we only had the gym till 3:30 because KM people wanted to play Jok-Gu.

Jok gu is like a volleyball played with feet. yeah it's really wacked. But you know it's their church too. The gym belongs top them as much as us. So what can I say. here is the problem.

These dudes who played jok gu broke one of our basketball back boards. How? they tried to raise it up with the wrong set of keys and its now sitting at a 80 degree angle. So since Tuesdays are baketball night at CPC, I went last night and decided to play half court. but one these people did not raise the other back board. It was at like almost nine foot. We couldn't raise the rim cause no one had the keys. So the only person who has the keys is some guy who has nothing to do with the gym or EM. Basically it ruined my happy mood that I was in. Play jok gu? fine. But why mess with the back boards? Why? It is utter stupidity if you ask me. But I got over it.

Lakers looking good
They beat the Mavericks smoothly. I love having Peyton and Malone. It is nice. ABout the feud between Kobe and Shaq? I think that Shaq is dumb for saying dimb things. With that said. I hope that Kobe realizes that Shaq is da man! In my humble opinion, Kobe is replaceable. But Shaq is not. I am on Shaq's side. But they sure looked good without Kobe yesterday. Kobe better not be a ball hog this year.

Here is a picture that I took with head coach of Cleveland Cavaliers. Paul Silas.

I told him that I would punk Lebron James anyday one on one. Lebron James ain't got nuthin' on me. Lebron, If you have da balls, come to CPC on Tuesday. I will punk in the post dawg!

epiphany

Monday night football was cool. I watched it with Hoon, Mha, Dha, and Edwin. Everyone is way too into fantasy. I don't think this is healthy. I lost in Fantasy to Mike Ha. On Sunday's sermon, Pastor Jin brought up the whole issue about things that are more important than God. I must say there was a conviction there. I am a classic basket case sinner. A classic case of a weak sauce Christian. I rely on Christ only when I need Him. I forget him soon after that. I am a walking contradiction when it comes to what I should be vs. what I am. I am one of those dummies that learn the hard way. I feel like I've been ignoring God's calling to me. Whatever it might be. I can see that sin is having a bigger role in my life. I am being more cruel towards my friends. And I am letting my sins slide. I am not sick to my stomach when I realize that I sin. I just say oh well.... I will do better next time. BAD! I am realizing the old famous Cliché "that I need to be pro-active with my life when asking God to change my ways." applies so much to me. I can't just ask God to change me and have no action plan. I can't just ask God for this that and the other without really trying to acheieve what I am asking for. A good example is "God bring me a hottie!" I see at least 2-3 hotties a day where ever I go. But what do I do about it.... May be this is a bad example. Anyways you get the point. I need God to open my eyes again to the sick and twisted world that I live in. I need God to show me my own ugly heart. I need to be scared straight. I need to really understand what it means to fear the Lord. I need to understand that God is Da Boss. I need to kill my pride. I need to understand more than the saving grace. I need to know what it means to be a Christian to the truest sense of the word. Being Christ-like. cause i am not. Not at any point of the day or night. I need to be wise about where I put myself. I need to stop with my chauvinistic ways.(this is gonna be really hard)..........

baby steps? naw. I need to make one of those Carl lewis long jumps towards God. I need to depend on Jesus as much as a newborn does to their mothers. Well I am confident that God will look out for me. Good looking out G!

Fantasy sports is just another idol that I have in my life. I have many idols God needs to flush out. I hope I that never ever get to a point where I put fantasy sports above God. Just healthy fun with my friends. None of this boast about my teams or players. I participated in that crap last night with my brothers in christ. Boasting I will beat you and my players are da bomb. Though it is mostly in fun, I can see that it is not about just having fun. It is more about Me beating you. Or you beating me. Not in jest or fun. But in a nasty "I am better than you" attitude. Some of you might be reading this and saying that I do that the most. I probably do. That is why I am writing this. Can you imagine if I prayed to God "God let me win in fantasy football" that would be a joke. Don't worry. I never prayed to God for me to win in Fantasy sports. But I am worried about my sinful tentencies and my prideful behavior. Why do I have these childlike manners about me. I will be 30 in 2 years for heaven sake!

R-rated conversations about a certain spot.

This is one of my favorite pictures that I have. It is a picture in front of a place called G Spot in Guam. I don't know why but we got into a conversation about the G-spot on Saturday night. Everyone was getting into the conversation.

Kimmay - Talking about G-spot That picture from guam that you took is so funny. You know G-spot.
Da Fevah - You mean How I finally found G-spot half way acroos the world in Guam.
Kimmay - yeah that is so funny... So why do they call it G-spot.
Da Fevah - cause it is in Guam.
Everone - Hahahaha
Kimmay - No the real spot....
Da Fevah - hahahahahaha I don't know.

Kimmay..... trying to corrupt my innocent mind.

Ashes to ashes, smoke to smoke.


So I go to Chinos Hills on Saturday for Bon's Surprise Birthday Partay...... When I got there, the city smelled like burning crap. Chino Hills smells bad as is. But with that horrid San Bernadino fire, it was bad. And not to forget the ashes from the fire that Santa Ana winds picked up and carried to Chino. Sky was red and it was bad air conditions. My thought at that time was, thank God I live far away from this crap that there are no ashes where I live. haha. The next day I was getting ready fro Church and I opened my door. and ashes were everywhere. Everyone's cars were jacked. It was bad! real bad. So I guess about 900 homes were burned to a crisp. Over 300 acres of land burned. Some people died from stress of seeing there home burn down. I can see how devastating losing everything can be. But to die from that stress?

I kept myself busy all weekend. I got a hair cut finally. I did 6 loads of laudry. I went to Bon's Birthday party and I went to Moon Young's birthday party. It was fun. Sunday was cool. Played B-ball cause da Football practice was canceled due to air conditions. So here I am again at paradise.

Yesterday at church they had us sign our names and little message on a big quilt like thing for the new building. A piece of CPC history. People wrote these messages like thank you God for CPC. or Go CPC! and what not. I wrote, "God! Bring me a Hottie!" What a sinner I am.

My Ultimate Fear....

Let's just say that God blessed me with a wife and kids.....
What if I got nuthin but daughters. Oh da horror...... That is pretty scary. Yes I know this sounds terrible. But I feel like if I had a son and found out that he was a mess up of goofed up on something big, though it would tear my heart, I would feel more easy about it, knowing that he will be a man. But if I found out something crazy like my daughter got pregnant before marriage.... Yikes.