Excruciating
That is what life can be for many of us. Confusion all around. But all that can be understood when you put it to Da Lord. So many of us deal with everyday stress and so many of us find it so painful. This thing called life. Yeah I deal with many people everyday. Extremely emotional to extremely stoic. Roller coastal of a life I tell ya. But through all the madness, God always throws me a bone. And at the end of the day, I always find something to smile about.
Today I was talking with a custommer and we both had a good laugh about the whole process of her situation throughout the loan process. It was pretty extreme. Happy one momment and unhappy the next. Disappointments to excitement. But at the end of it all, it is gonna happen and we both laughed for a good minute. It was good. But there are disapointing momments too. Last week I prayed that I would do my business and that I would always have my integrity and that there would always be a benefit for my borrowers. I prayed that my custommer would not get a loan from me if they were gonna be harmed if loan goes through. It was scary cause I immediately lost 3 loans that day. (May be I shouldn't have prayed that...) hahaha! Nah just kidding. I am glad that Da Lord is keeping me in check.
I am learning everyday that I have it hard even when da Lord is with me. I don't know how some fools go on without Da Lord... Only if they understood how much better life can be with Da Main Man in Da Sky!
