Role of a woman....

Last night I was at bible study and Sujin (Pastor Jin's wife) shared about feeling bad after reading Proverbs 31.

Proverbs 31

A wife of noble character who can find?
She is worth far more than rubies.
Her husband has full confidence in her
and lacks nothing of value.
She brings him good, not harm,
all the days of her life.
She selects wool and flax
and works with eager hands.
She is like the merchant ships,
bringing her food from afar.
She gets up while it is still dark;
she provides food for her family
and portions for her servant girls.
She considers a field and buys it;
out of her earnings she plants a vineyard.
She sets about her work vigorously;
her arms are strong for her tasks.
She sees that her trading is profitable,
and her lamp does not go out at night.
In her hand she holds the distaff
and grasps the spindle with her fingers.
She opens her arms to the poor
and extends her hands to the needy.
When it snows, she has no fear for her household;
for all of them are clothed in scarlet.
She makes coverings for her bed;
she is clothed in fine linen and purple.
Her husband is respected at the city gate,
where he takes his seat among the elders of the land.
She makes linen garments and sells them,
and supplies the merchants with sashes.
She is clothed with strength and dignity;
she can laugh at the days to come.
She speaks with wisdom,
and faithful instruction is on her tongue.
She watches over the affairs of her household
and does not eat the bread of idleness.
Her children arise and call her blessed;
her husband also, and he praises her:
"Many women do noble things,
but you surpass them all."
Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting;
but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised.
Give her the reward she has earned,
and let her works bring her praise at the city gate.

Now... Lets compare this noble wife with some of you "so-called" Christian ladies of today... You future wives....

Is there a comparison? Uh Hell Nah! Wa~ Wa~ Wa~ Wa~~~~ hahahahah! Just kidding. I am sure all of you will turn out to be a "noble wife". hahahahaha! yeah right!

Y'all should take this chapter seriously and start practicing with your men!

Cause there is nothing quite like DA WORD OF GOD! Can I get an "AMEN"

yeah... So its another day in paradise.

I am calm as I can be this morning. It has been a pretty tough week for me and I am looking forward to some serious rest this weekend. Yeah... This is a tuff world that we live in. I feel like I am swimming in this endless madness. But its all good in da hood. I am extremely thankful that Da Lord is providing for me and what can I say. I am gonna press on till Da Lord does not want me to press on. Being disapointed is just a regular part of this life. Hardships can only make me stronger. I felt defeated that only call backs I've gotten are some weird situations that are not so favorable as careers. I must press on. I must find that somethin' somethin' to be able to bring home da bacon. So many thoughts run through my head and I am gonna stop and start executing. I am doing away with my childish thoughts and pipe dreams and gonna focus into taking care of things I gotta do.

Well its Thursday and I can't wait till tommorow.

[Update]

I told Al 4 days before he turned thirty to do something that he has never done, so that he can say that he did it in his 20's....

I have 4 months left in my 20's...

I gotta practice what I preach.

What should I do before I turn 30?
(cause obviously life as you know it, is over when you turn 30....)

Relationships....

Of course


but there are times i feel as if.....

It's only temporary. It goes away.

Oh boy....

Love.....

It ain't easy.

whew.....

Another day of being a lame duck....

Andy said that I was a lame duck at work these days. Since I am just waiting to leave my job, I am a lame duck. Al suggested that I just quit. I was going to. But I heard that there is a difference b/t having a job and looking vs. just looking without a job. Is there? Well I am going to an interview today... We will bee how that goes.

I am not lame, and I am not a duck....
Talkin about ducks....
vs.
Which duck is cooler?

Have a great Tuesday y'all! Quack! Quack!

Job Search....

So I am fully in the middle of a job search. I realize that finding the job isn't hard. But man, there are so many misleading ads on job sites.... Today, I found myself applying to all these places. And it is hard to find something that really is compelling. Well I have couple of interviews and we will see which one is gonna bring me that six digit income that everyone talks about.


I don't love money. In fact, I really don't appreciate money. But I realize more and more, why I need so much of it. The whole idealistic thought that i've had for so long about money not being the importance is changing. I realize, not only do I want it, but I need to be serious about it. And I really have to be good at making it. I am no longer gonna survive..... I am gonna live. I know that I can do anything in this world and I want to be good at it.

Thank you Dodgers!

Though I was disapointed, I am extremely proud of True Blue wreking crew. What can I say... They were picked to finish last by everyone. I remain loyal to my Dodger Blue.

Weekend was cool.
Friday night was a little disapointing due to certain event that didn't happen the way it was suppose to. But it was good regardless.

Sat. was Kimmay's B-day. It was cool. But I think I am really too old for clubbin'. We went to a place in Newport called Vegas cause they couldn't get into Sutra. They couln't get into Sutra because, well... Everyone had a different theory. Dancing seems less and less fun these day. Well, I am just glad Kimmay had a good time.

It's a Monday... yay...