Friday, October 22, 2004

Off to see da wizard... The wonderful wizard of seoul...

Yup. By this tommorw I will be on my way to Korea. Well, to Vancouver. Than Korea. Korea in da fall. Yup.

I going going, back back, to Korea Korea. Once agin dealing with da madness and I will be da fob. But as you know, I am like a Chameleon. I blend in well with da fobs.

Interview went well this morning. Now I am back at home. About to do da laundry. Korea.... Oh boy. I don't think I will be going back there for a while after this trip. I have never gone there twice in one year. But like I said before, I am looking forward to the changing of da season. I will blog time to time in Korea so don't miss me too much.

It feels odd that I will be in the other side of the continent in 2 days. A world of difference and yet my go-hyang.(homeland) The place.... Da on and only... Southside Korea.

Thursday, October 21, 2004

Off to my first interview!

[update]
So The interview went great. But I am not sure if I am too interested. I am gonna be picky about this job search. I have another interview tommorow...

I am gonna pick a winner like our prez...

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

I sleep so well when it rains...


(here is Hoon yawning like a baboon in national geographics)

It's soothing to hear the rain pounding on the ground and the splish splash all over... I sleep and sleep like no other.. I would say that I sleep the best when it rains for some strange reason. I was happy when I woke up this morning. Rain wasn't the only reason. It is good not going in to work today... Really good.


Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Stick a fork in me! I am DONE!!!!!!

Couple of days ago, I had a an experience where alcoholics refer to as a "moment of clarity". It hit me like a ton of bricks as I was looking at my bank statement.

I cannot be at my current status with work and start a life of a family man... I must leave....

So my days in Torrance as an employee has finally come to an end. Sitting in this cubicle right now is a strange feeling. Kind of a sad and happy moment. Many things came to my mind as I was sitting across from my boss this morning. Its fitting kind of that it is a raining day.... I love rainy days... I wish it was raining cats and dogs. But I am very excited about coming events. I already have interviews lined up and I really feel great about my opportunities. I was taking care of things today and I saw a picture of all the employees from the past Christmas photos... It brought a smile to my face and kinda made me sad at the same time.

Many memories came rushing back at me as if my glasses fogged up with steam from a hot mug of coffee.

Yesterday, I had a discussion with my boss about l\me leaving. He took me out for lunch.

I am not sure if I already told you, but I really respect and love this man. He has taught me so much about life and how to conduct yourself as a leader and a man of God. His heart and his efforts will never be forgotten by me. As I told him today, I did not want to end our friendship that meant so much to me. He said "We are not just regular friends, but we are brothers in da Lord". I've had bible studies with him for last year and a half...

Don't you wish that you had a relationship like that with your boss? He has been so good to me. I am probably never gonna experience this again and I can only thank God for placing me here with such an awesome boss.

Yeah... All the miserable feelings have left me and now I feel this tranquility in my heart. Did I mention that I was optimistic? Cause I am. I am happy that I am emotionally detaching myself from this place.

Pray for me y'all! I need it. I'm scared and excited at the same time for this coming year. The changes begin today. As I've heard before from somewhere I don't remember, "Today is the first day of rest of my life."

Thank you AHT. Thank you Fou-Sen. I will miss you.(I won't miss the late pay)

Monday, October 18, 2004

Life can be excruciating.

But God is with me. So who can be against me!