Conversation with Hoon last night.

Hoon : Seeing you trying to lose weight, I too am gonna try to lose weight.
Da Fevah : Yeah man. Let's do this together. I sick of being fat.
Hoon : Me too.
Both : Yeah! Lose weight!
ring ring ring (Hoon's new phone)
Hoon : Hi Michele
Michele : They have ice cream here, it's like cold stone. what flavor do you want?
I can hear Michele cause his new phone is loud.
Hoon : Vanilla with strawberry!
Michele : Ok Bye.
Hangs up the phone.
Da Fevah : So we are gonna lose weight!
Hoon : Yup!
Da Fevah : Vanilla with strawberries huh?
Hoon : You can hear the phone?
Da Fevah : .......

I am gonna beat the fat like Bob Sap did to Akebono....

Gone is the dreadful year our lord two thousand tre. So hello 2004. I've been waiting for you. Last night I ended up in Vegas. Not THE Vegas in Nevada where AL called me from, but Vegas the Ktown club. I have not gone to a Ktown club for years. It's true. It still hasn't changed much. Kinda ghetto Korean club. Once again I drank water and coffee. Big Al called and it sounded as if he was having the time of his life. Not I. I was bothered by the lameness of young Korean Americans. As I sat there last night, I realized that I waisted so much of my money and time to such stupidity as a youngster. There they all were. Stupid Korean kids acting bad. Or trying to hook up with Hoochies. Acting too cool or trying too hard. As I sat there I finally realized that I should not long for my younger days anymore. Seeing the same kinda clowns that represents the youth of Korean Americans today made me realize I passed that stage. These kids were just as stupid as we all were when I was that age. What is up with all the young Korean kids and their need to look or sound hard. This act of lunacy that they front. I guess not having alcohol made me see that madness for what it really was.... Haha I am getting old. But I am now okay with it all. Oh yeah I witnessed couple of fights last night. One of them real wasn't a fight. It was four or five guys just kicking the crap out of this one guy. My instant reaction was this "Oh jeez." It wasn't to help this poor defenseless guy getting his teeth kicked in by these cowards that jumped him. But I've seen this so many times, I was just watching. There was a white girl with us and she was beside herself. She screamed out "Help him!" Than she jumped out of the car and ran in there so Paul jumped out and grabbed her. But her reaction was a real reaction. As annoying as she might have been the whole ride home, I really admired her innocence. It was pure. I was kinda ashamed of myself..... But happy happy new year.

But I still haven't found what I'm lookin' for.

Sadly I still don't know what I am gonna do tonight. But it's cool. I will do somethin'. That should be fine. I was out for Jeff b-day last night. I really realized that we were getting old. My old school drinking buddies went to a nice restaurant for the celebration. Couple of years ago, it would have been a different story. Beer, soju, and an-ju. But last night was different. A fancy dinner and drinks turned fromBeer and soju to wine and scotch. We went to a pretty fancy restaurant called the White House in Anaheim. The waiters all talked like Thurston Howell III. A great date place. Of course your favorite blogger, D. Fevah was drinking water and coffee. Strange how the world turns. Yeah it was pretty sad. No food, no alcohol, no fun. Maybe I should find a new hobby. Maybe I'll join Esther Chang's Scrabble club.....

Oh boy. 2003 is going to disapear forever..... Another meaningless year gone. The year of 2003, was the year of weddings for me. I went to 9 weddings. There are plenty more weddings to goto in 2004. Al is going to Vegas for this new year's. I still don't have a clue on what I am gonna do. I want to do something but I will be a dud this year. Why? I won't be partaking in any alcohol nor food. I realized through my diet that alcohol and food is just about the most social thing one can do. Yes it is extremely hard to do anything social without food and alcohol. So I must find things to do that does not require food or drinks at night time... There is always coffee. Y'all know how much I love da bucks. A great alternative to alcohol and food. It has been freezing here in SoCal. Very cold. And the social idiot that I've become searches for the next adventure.....

2003 was a transitional year for me. It seems like this year went by so slow. I don't remember what the heck happened this year. I know that 2004 is gonna be a great year. It has to be. Many things will change this coming year. My weight for instance. My diet is going well so far. It is true that I seek comfort in food. Andy says that I smoke more since I cut down on my food in-take. Well I hope it ain't true. It has been really cold lately. Very cold. It seems to me that it is colder than it has been here in socal for a long time. It's all good. I heard that you loose more weight when it is cold. If that is true, bring on the cold air. Hung out with Russel the Love muscle today. First time that I've seen him since he got engaged. He must be ecstatic that he is getting married. But surprisingly he was very calm about the whole thing. Oh I almost forgot. Andy Park JDS is leaving our church. I had a hunch about it. People leave and people come. I wonder who is gonna replace him. He and Laura will be missed.