Thursday, December 09, 2004

Today I met a man from Bulgaria

Bulgaria. A former allie of Soviet Union and part of a horrible communist regime. His name was Todor and he is my maintenance man at my apartment complex. His English was better than he claimed, and I can tell that he was very happy to be in this country. He fixed my bathroom socket, Garbage disposal, and the kitchen lights. While Todor was fixing my lights he asked me if I was Korean. I told him I came to da states when I was ten years old. It was strange but there was an instant bond because of the fact that we were both immigrants.

Yesterday I was talking to Kenneth about Upton Sinclair's The Jungle. (add one more "e" and you got junglee!) hahhaa! Going back to da book, its a story about meat packing industry in Chicago with Polish immigrants. Just a horrible story about what immigrants and their suffering.

I can tell that Todor went through much to become a maintenance man. I can tell that he takes much pride in what he does. But I can also tell that he was much educated man and because his unfortunate situation of being an immigrant, he cannot use his education in this country for his living. He found a way though. He was all smiles when he told me that after 5 years in America, he interviewed to become an American and he is becoming one this coming month.

I learned that key to living in life is survival. Something that we do not really understand here being a 1.5 or 2nd generation Korean American. But I am sure that we all have some story of survivin' in our lives.

Our parents probably understand. Oh yes they do. Yes being an immigrant is no fun for many. But there is Gov. Schwarzenegger's triumph.

Probably the greatest immigrant story in recent times.

Survival... Its not just an insurance comapany... Sometimes its the name of the game we call life.

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

God is great!

So is My upcomming Christmas CD!



I've been making Da Fevah Christmas Cd Especial for quite some Time now....

So who wants one?



Monday, December 06, 2004

Looking out a small little window.

Sometimes it is so hard to see the big picture. Yesterday, listening to da Sermon by da Pastor, something hit me. He said something in the lines of being poor or rich is just a meaningless stage of a Christian's life.

Why do we fail to see that? Why do we so easily forget Da BIG PICTURE! I know that I do. Yeah... Da BIG PICTURE is presented in a book that I haven't seriously read in a long time. I told Andy last week that I haven't shared da gospel with anyone in a long time. It was a passion of mine. But I am beginning to fail to see da big pikcha! Yesterday I was at starbucks waiting for Dave Lim to call me to pick him up from his trip to da east coast. I was waiting in line and an older black man was talking with an employee as he was ordering. He was presenting Da Gospel. He wasn't refined, nor was he simple. He was smooth in that old school way that I know only a black man who has experienced much in his life can be. The young man that was taking his order was all ears and they gave each other a handshake after the employee thanked him. I was so moved to see a man doing something that I haven't done for so long. Something that we are all called to do. Right now, I am more concerned about getting a job than anything.

I do have faith that God is gonna place me where I need to be. I have been proactive about it too. But I feel as if I am replacing da gospel with a job hunt. I know that I have to have a job and be reponsible. But I can't help to feel as if I am looking at the world through a tiny little window. But seeing that happen last night I was little more motivated.

What can I say... I need His help.

God help this sinner they call Da Fevah.....