Frustration is something that I cannot control. Feeling restless is an awful thing. I am so forgetting to see the BIG picture. I have never felt so restless in mylife.(this is a big statement) All things have become so complicated. Everything tied up in knots. I feel like I can be so sadistic sometimes... My senses are way up and I am easily angered... This is a bad thing. My neck feels so stiff. What is happening to me? Where is the fun loving guy that was cruising through life? I don't get it. It almost seems like life puts obstacles in my path just to mess with me.
Its like I am trying to solve a Rubiks Cube. But when I get one side The other side is a mess.... I know... That is how life is. But it isn't always like that. There are great times. Times that I feel like I can take over the world. Not to say that these good moments are completely gone... In fact I have lots of them... But the worries take over before you know it.
It all comes down to my faith. My foundation. Shaking like an earthquake.
Okay..... Enuff bitching for now...