Why is it so hard to look to da Lord when you need Him da most?
The things that I struggle with are so basic. Such a basic routine of madness. Yeah its true. I get tired of asking Him for help sometimes... So stupid and prideful I am.... You hear of all the classic cases of burn-outs and this that and the other, and how we need to be careful of it all. You think to yourself, I will not be one of those.... Yet still I find a way to join that number. Ultimately, I need Him everyday. But it amazes me that when I need Him da most, I am so stubborn and stupid. But one thing for sure is that I am ppun-ppun(shameless). I can apply Da Truth anytime. No matter how much of a shmuck I am.... I can always look to da cross and know that I am forgiven.... No matter what.
That is nuthin but that OLD SCHOOL GOSPEL!
And let me tell you, I am all about old school!