Thursday, January 08, 2004

Games that we play

It's been slow here at work. I am quite disatisfied with my numbers. But what can I really do. It has been truly a blessing having my mother around. I love it. So I am back to reality for good. No more Holidays and no more free time. I am profesionally and personally gettin' busy. But I am also back blogging consistantly. My life has become very simple as of late. I work, I play basketball, and I eat less. That is pretty much it. Well I drink coffee. ALways time for coffee. But there are many events that are coming up real soon. Like birthdays and weddings and more. Yikes. I was talking with Andy Lee and he and I was talking about Roy Son. How Roy asked out some girl from Starbucks. In fact I saw him at the bucks with some girl. Andy said Sujin(P. Jin's wife) was happy because there were real men in our ministry. Well at least one. I guess I should say that it might be very manly for anyone to ask out a stranger. So may be I should bust out my game and some victom.... Haha! May be not. I dunno. But Harold (from church) thought that not too many Korean guys have game. So what is the definition of having game? Harold thinks that most Korean guys have too much pride or they are too scared to have game. So it's confidence? I would like think that I am pretty cofident. i am oozing with it. Infact P. Jin thought I was cocky when he first met me.(can you imagine that? Me cocky?) But I am even better at giving cinfidence to others. My motto has always been, if you are intersted in someone, You must start by letting the other party know. Cause too many times, I've seen (including myself) suckas get scared and become weak sauce. Yeah I had that problem when I was in Jr. High too. But I always evntually had to face the music and say it. But so many of us don't get out of this stage. When one confronts their pathetic fear of rejection and tells the other party how they feel, it brings upon a sense of freedom that frees you from all the frustarations of their pathetic lives. If you don't tell the other person, one of 2 things happen.

1. They get far too ahead of themselves. Without knowing what the other person has to offer, they start imagining what the relationship would be like. They start fantasizing about a perfect relationship that does not exist. Than these clowns find ways to will themselves out of asking the person out.

2. They lose interest. Cause involuntarily they start to see the bad side of them because the lust dies down.

It is sad but we are men and no matter what anyone says, it is lust that drives us to be intersted in some one. They could be the coolest women in the world, but interst comes from lust. Sorry. Of course there are many relationships that happen from getting to know the other first. But that is a real relationship. But what I was talking about was obviously being attracted to some one. So if you are interested in someone let them know. That is when the real game begins. How could you live with yourself, if you lose out on great a relationship because you were too scared. I guess you'll never know. So how could you live with yourself if you never find out? Unfortunately, Da Fevah hasn't played that game for a long time either. But the game will come back to Da Fevah. And all the niggas and niggettes know that Da Fevah is Da Big Game Hunter. A predator. So beware ladies. I am almost feeling bad for the next victom. A prey to Da Fevah. I am soon gonna be equipped with my hunting gear. Soon I will say "Let the Games begin!" So to all you suckas, lets get game and be a real man! A shout out to ROy for havin' game!