Da Fevah....

Last night was intersting. I was talking to my pal. He brought up death. Death is scary to so many of us. Most of my friends don't wanna die yet, i am sure. I always say that I don't want to live That Long. Long life just doesn't seem that great to me. I want to go to heaven, ASAP. But I realize that I have many things that I have to do before I kick the bucket. Anyway, my pal and I talked ahout death for quite some time. I've experienced losing a loved one. It was bad. But I came to an understanding through the Lord that He will take whomever He chooses. I don't know why but I only have a heathy fear of death left in me. I first experienced the whole questioning of death when I was in fifth grade. I just wondered about that one day when I am dead and there is nothing..... No more existance of you. Does it mean that I will be just dead and there is nothing else? All the emotions and experience I've had means nada? I was really scared and sad and I started panicking about it. But the Lord had taught me other wise. Now the only thing I fear about death is this. It is something that I've never experienced. So that it the only thing I fear. The fear of experienceing something for the first time. I know that death is a punishment for what we did and do. Well also know that when I die, i won't wanna come back. In the book of 1 Samuel, King Saul summons the spirit of Prophet Samuel through witch of Endor. Well Sam was pissed off and said " why would you want to bring me back when I am in such a great place. Using witchcraft to bring me back to thing crap." Well when I die, I don't want any of you niggas bring me back to this crap hole. No thanks. I'd rather chill with G. talking about Samuel, beware.... Next.... for sale, Sizzlin' Sam. Dat Nigga Sam Kwon.