So last couple of days I've blogged about non-sense. Haha. Well here is the latest news about mylife.
Nothing.
Yeah, it's pretty sad. It seems like many of my friends are going through the same thing. Getting tired of the doldrums of life. I am finally accepting the fact that I need to do something more with my life. I have a 3 year plan to get back on track. Scary thing is that I feel the next three years will be my make it or break three years that I have left. My pal and I talked about fear the other day. He was telling me how fear has stopped him from everthing that he should have done. For me it is not fear. I fear the Lord and that is just about it. Well that's not true. I am starting to fear more things now. But for me it is more pride and lazyness. Such unchristian behavior and characteristics! My pride and lazyness turn into fear. For instance, I was dreading the move couple of months ago. I did not want to move because I was scared of all this work I had to do. Lazyness leading to fear. Yeah. I hate it. I hate sitting here and complaing to you about my shortcomings. Good news is that I am starting to see the big picture. Da Lord has opened my eyes in many different aspects life that I did not understand before. I just pray that when Da Lord comands me to stand up, I will stand up.
