Today I am forgiven as I am everyday. I am refreshed. All the days of sadness and madness that consumes me have made me learn that I need Him more than ever. I am thirsty again for the Lord. I learned a tough lesson and I continue to make mistakes. But with da Lord I am invincible. I want the relationship to be better. I want the real fellowship with my Brothers and sisters again. I want my brothers and sisters to keep me accountable. I want to keep my brothers and sisters accountable. I need da Lord. I can't wait for what da Lord has in store for me.