I am writing this so that I can be a better person. I am kinda tired of myself. The guy who can never be serious, a guy who has no real direction in life, an ass(as some one puts it), a lazy bastard, so and and so forth. I can tell you that I need a vacation or this that or the other. I am sick of all of it. I am not happy with myself lately. I can't be productive at work. I can't be happy about lots of things. I seek comfort in nothing these days. Normal things that make me happy are not making me happy. I had a huge confrontation with my pops on Saturday. I am just sick of it all. So I am gonna reaccess mylife and just be until I need to do something. I need God more than ever but I am tired of reaching out to Him also. I need something to change. Whatever I need to change, I need it soon. I am gonna burst if I don't.
[update]
Just kidding. I don't feel much better, but no need to get overboard like the whole bursting part. I ask you to pray for me.
