Thursday, January 23, 2003
Played lotto and basketball again last night. I lost in both. I am starting to wonder why I suck so much at that Japanese Gym. I do much better anywhere else. I came to home to see that the Lakers lost to the Warriors again. What the hell..... Very disapointed.... Why do I get so emotionally attached to the Lakers? Why? Havn't had a dream in a long time. Why can't I dream like I did in the past? Talked with Jongmin little bit. He is coming to LA tonight. Superbowl weekend. Raiders and Bucs. Dolphins are out so who cares. Mentally draining...... That's life. I am sick of losing in life. As of this moment I am going to concentrate in winning. Who is the big winner you ask? I AM..... Just kidding.