Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Thoughts...


Rest was very needed... I was so damn tired last couple of days. So I slept more hours than some of my usual two days. Yup I was tired. It feels pretty refreshing sleeping like this.

I've been bogged down with many thoughts lately. I see more and more how desperately we are in need of Da Lord. I have been growing. I can feel it. I can see that I need to be more involved with people's lives. I can see how I need to lead Lisa better. I can see how I need to just be a better person. I can see how I need to do lots of things better. I can see how I need to chill out at times.

But mostly, I can see how God can make all things possible. I just see it. Its strange. But God has been working in me and it really hasn't been me at all. So many things have gone south in my life and even lately. But some how I can feel His presence in all things that don't go well either.

I realize that I am one of those clowns that need to be tought a lesson in life in order to learn. Aparently, I am not the only one. Lord has granted me my prayers and at times, I wished that He hadn't. I am just a sinner.

So be careful what you ask for... You might just get it.

And remember, be thankful in all situations and never be discontent about your current sutuation. Cause it can always get worse. And when it does, Don't forget that Da Lord is in control.