As if today wasn't Monday....
yeah its been a terrible morning. I freaking spilt coffee all over my effing car this morning and all my effing cigarettes got soaked in coffee... It was a brand new pack... Some of you might think that this is funny but its not. Not by anymeans. I am having a terrible morning. Not to forget my pay situation which is giving me more pressure than ever to walk away. Everything is staring to bother me here.... EVERYTHING. The voice of certain employees... Facial expressions of depressed workers and just thinking about my bills has raised my blood pressure....
But in the end, even in this damned morning at this damned cubicle, I find that the only thing that can make me feel better is da Lord. I must rely on God to give me peace. Lord! All I have is YOU! Only You can give me peace.... God is for me.... So who are you to eff with me! Be gone from me terrible thoughts... I must kill my thoughts of anger and look to da cross! But sometimes its so hard.... Therefore I am drenched in my iniquities...
But I still have hope...
