Thursday, November 18, 2004

Satan....

he is tricky...
I was at a book store the other day and I wondered over to the religion section. I was looking and up and down the aisle and I ended up at the occult section. I've read the Satanic Bible by Anton Lavey before and there it was again. so I was flipping through it again. Well I can see how some people can see it as a interesting read. As I was reading it more and more it was about man centered. Doing things that Man wants to do.

Yesterday I was having breakfast with Jess Ku. It was interesting. I realize that Jess has a great heart. As she was talking I realized that I have lots to learn from a young'un. She was so far ahead of me in her heart. Listening to her and her faith was like a piercing arrow of conviction in my heart. Cause I realize more and more that I am a hypocrite. Honestly speaking, I am so in need of understanding grace of God.

Yup... Satan tricks me all the time. What seems okay is not akay and what is not okay is okay... I've been struggling lately of being annoyed with things that I should be more graceful about. I need to recognize that I need Him more than ever... Cause I am such da sinner.