So I was sitting around and thinking about how strange life can be. I felt like I was exploring parts of me that I've discovered for the first time in my life. It is always good to look at yourself and see where you can improve.... I have much improvements that are needed.
1. Prayer Life
I am in desperate need to re-juvinate my walk with Him. I feel like I always take the Lord's blessings for granted. It is such a mystery to me that I know what think and do is against God, but the weasel in me always try to compromise God's character. So much prayers are needed.
2. Basketball
Playing basketball was good last night. I felt like I got a good work out for the first time in a long long time. Yes business trips are bad for my diet. I was doing well but I have no offensive game to my game what so ever. I was not doing well until Mel yelled out "Jung! You are standing around..." That got my fueled. I wish I could try my best all the time.
3. Tolerance
I feel like I can't tolerate some people. I always kick the nasty thoughts about certain people without mercy. Cause in the end, how much better am I?
4. Laziness
This one kills me. I hate the fact that I can be lazy. I am so not when I am passionate about something.... Only if I can be passionate about cleaning my room, car, and doing the laundry. (I almost ran out of underwear and instead of doing the laundry, I went to Ross and bought some undies..... )
But the biggest thing I realized is that I want my passion back. My passion for the things that I like. Music, Movies, reading, Politics.... Etc. Cause I realize these are all things that I must keep up with. My meaningless job took away my passion and I want it back. I want my interests to spark up again. I want my dreams to be vivid again. I want to have a dream to pursue again. Am I going through a mid-life crisis already?