Frienships
Why is it so hard to say "I need to work on this, that, or the other." Why is it so hard to say, it was my problem. Strange how prideful we are. Strange how we meaningless schmucks that we are try to be somebody special. Cause in the end we are just sinful bastards.
It takes certain wisdom to be a humble person. Sometimes I get extremely annoyed with my friends. I do. I will admit it. Yes there are great times I have with friends. But friendship gets hard when you accept the fact that they annoy you in many different ways. Whether they are just being inconsiderate or being selfish. There is pride that always gets in teh way of friendships. Yes we have casual aquaitances that we call "friends", that we always are glad to see. But they might not have a past with you. It is amazing to me that people, including myself, bring up the most random meaningless events to one person that might have hurt the other person. Because we all internalize things. That is bad! Yes I have not been the greatest person to many of my friends. I am selfish and I am sometimes downright mean to those that love me so much. And vice versa. So I've heard that nothing is perminant. We change. But I want to embrace the change of my friends and I want my friends to embrace my changes. Cause changing is extremely difficult for people to take. But once you change it is even more difficult to be the way that one was before. So say this to my friends. We wil always have the past. good ones to remember and bad ones to laugh at. To those that I have hurt in the past or recently let's just get better.
Let's be better friends.......
