So life is really back to reality. It is strange how that magical feeling of "Holidays" just dissipate into thin air. And don't say that you don't love that time of the year. Everyone for one reason or the other, love that time of the year. You know you do. I was quite productive when I was on my vacation. But here I am. Back to the begining of second week of reality. Back to that time where life grinds away at you. Life can be so sadistic... I was once a hedonist and was the most irresponsible man. Now not a hedonist and still I am irresponsible. But I have had a enlightening experience the other day. For the first time I kinda knew what I wanted. Andy L and Beaux have been talkin some madness about finding a wife for me. Andy says it seems like i am getting close to being ready. I must seem desperate. Well people always ask me what kind of woman I want. I always say something dumb so we can get off the subject. Sometimes I go on this wild tantrum about wanting a hot love slave who will bring me watremelon. (to all those that heard that fantasy, and there are many that heard that answer, I hope you know that I was being facetious)Well Andy asked me again the other day and I gave him a serious answer for the first time.
So here is what I really want. Da Truth!
Whether they are fob or not, there are 2 things that I want. One cannot be compromised. Of course first is that she is a Chistian. And despite what I've said in the past, I want some one who is articulate. Someone with confidence of who they are and why they do what they do. And you can hear it in their voice. Not because they sound like Connie Chung, but the way they deliver their message across with confidence. Now everything else is up for grabs. So there it is. My final honest answer. Whether I will get that or not, is up to Da Almighty. Than again, wanting and getting are 2 different things. But these quality will lead to my first ideal woman that I blogged about long while ago. Despite what all you clowns and clownettes think, I am not that bad.