Thursday, January 01, 2004

Gone is the dreadful year our lord two thousand tre. So hello 2004. I've been waiting for you. Last night I ended up in Vegas. Not THE Vegas in Nevada where AL called me from, but Vegas the Ktown club. I have not gone to a Ktown club for years. It's true. It still hasn't changed much. Kinda ghetto Korean club. Once again I drank water and coffee. Big Al called and it sounded as if he was having the time of his life. Not I. I was bothered by the lameness of young Korean Americans. As I sat there last night, I realized that I waisted so much of my money and time to such stupidity as a youngster. There they all were. Stupid Korean kids acting bad. Or trying to hook up with Hoochies. Acting too cool or trying too hard. As I sat there I finally realized that I should not long for my younger days anymore. Seeing the same kinda clowns that represents the youth of Korean Americans today made me realize I passed that stage. These kids were just as stupid as we all were when I was that age. What is up with all the young Korean kids and their need to look or sound hard. This act of lunacy that they front. I guess not having alcohol made me see that madness for what it really was.... Haha I am getting old. But I am now okay with it all. Oh yeah I witnessed couple of fights last night. One of them real wasn't a fight. It was four or five guys just kicking the crap out of this one guy. My instant reaction was this "Oh jeez." It wasn't to help this poor defenseless guy getting his teeth kicked in by these cowards that jumped him. But I've seen this so many times, I was just watching. There was a white girl with us and she was beside herself. She screamed out "Help him!" Than she jumped out of the car and ran in there so Paul jumped out and grabbed her. But her reaction was a real reaction. As annoying as she might have been the whole ride home, I really admired her innocence. It was pure. I was kinda ashamed of myself..... But happy happy new year.