Monday, November 03, 2003

Pride

"That is pride F***ing wit you. F*** pride. Pride only hurts"
This is what Marcellus Wallace says in that epic film, Pulp Fiction. It is very true. Pride always gets the best of me. Why does pride ALWAYS get in the way of everything in life. My pride always causes me to sin. Pride is an ugly thing. I hate pride. Funny thing about pride. It is the hardest thing to admit to yourself and others that "I am not all that." I am not da bomb. I am not special and deserve better treatment. We can say these things but it is a hard thing for me to admit that deep down inside. It is hard to say that I am not the guy that I think that I am in my prideful mind. After you realize that, it is easy to come to a conclusion that I am a worthless sinner. It only takes that step for you to relize it. Pride always messes me up. It is always pride that cause me to sin. Errrr I hate pride.