Thursday, December 11, 2003

My thoughts of the day

It seems that I lost these things for a long time now. No wonder why I seem so sad these days. This is what I learned. It is all about faithfulness and obedience...... Trust and obey, for there's no other way.

So my Madre is coming in today at 2 o'clock. I have not seen her for a while. Almost 2 years. It amazes me that I am so old now. My mother is gonna look so different.... I can't wait to see her. Oh boy it's gonna be emotional.

I was so ashamed of myself yesterday. I had lunch with a co-worker. He and I had a bet. I won. So we were eating and he shared with me his story of how he went back to God. It was amazing to hear his testimony and his faith that he has. His sure confidence that he has in the Lord and his commitment made me shrink. All the whining and bitching that I do to God... Sometimes I think, "how does He stand all my bitching and moaning?" All I can say is that God is good.

I realized that most of my thoughts are useless these days. I daydream about stupid things. Haven't read a book in quite sometime now. I should start reading again. Any good books you've read lately?