Friday, December 05, 2003
Christmas is around the corner. ANother Christmas will be here and gone. just like everything. Here and gone. I am seriously getting the tar kicked out of me here at work. Things are pretty bad. Nothing really works here and I am just getting killed out there. I am so tired of this. Talk about shooting ourselves in the foot. That is what we do. We are killing ourselves. It sucks. All the visions and dreams getting crushed right in front of my eyes. I am hoping that someone buys us out or something. One great thing about right now is that it is Friday. But even that does not get me excited right now. This is bullsh*t. (pardon my French) But I just feel like saying that right now. It is not that I don't have joyful momments these days. I have plenty of them. But I also have extreme amount of stress bogging me down. I am so sick of it. I was ready to quit the other day. Just walk in and say that I quit! But I didn't. I am starting to lose my motivation to be here....... The light at the end of the tunnel is getting dimmer and dimmer........