Monday, October 06, 2003

Ever feel like God is not listening? Or feel like you don't want to listen to Him? I know... It's pretty weak of me to say such things. These days I felt like someone came and ripped the joy right out of me. Yeah I've been a bummer lately. Da Fevah has been coolin down. But I can't realize why I felt that way for so long. I don't want to be a weaksauce Christian. I haven't been too great lately. I go through these lapses once in a while. But like i always said, I have confidence that Big Guy up stairs will take care of me. But the question is, How long before I feel down again. I need a vacation. I need a romantic getaway with God. I wanna fall in Love with God again.

I know You hear me..... So G... Throw this dog a bone... Give me somethings that I don't deserve. Give some rest, give me some love, and give me Joy!