Once upon a time there was a clown. He was a very good clown. Everyone laughed at him. Though he was very good at being a clown, he was not very good at other aspects of his life. He lost his wife and friends due to the fact that he was not giving enough attention to them. He was a clown. He became depressed because people either left him or laughed at him. No one loved him. But he heard the gospel and decided to give it a chance. Late in the evening at church while everyone was a sleep, He thought that he should do something for Jesus. He said to Jesus, "My performance.... this is all I have." So the clown gave his performance. But Jesus did not laugh at him or leave him. That is how he knew that Jesus really loved him.
Good story right? I am not the author of this story. This is one of Leo Tolstoy's short stories.
Good looking guy....
Anyway I felt like a clown the other day. Why did I feel like a clown? It was seriously jjok pal lyuing for me. Some one at church wanted to hook up Andy with this girl that she knew. She asked me if I can come out to since she wanted this group thing to happen. So out of my love for Andy, I came out. To my surprise, these young small college girls came out. It was at the town center. So I am sitting there with Andy and three little college girls. Who do I see at the corner of my eye? Russell, Hanna, and Sarai. Oh so jjok pal lyuh. Even worse..... Sarai comes up says "Young girls huh Jung?" Yikes. I was so embarrassed. I said "hell ya, Better than old chicks." But the look she had towards me. That look of "you're pathetic." I felt like a clown. Andy! I hope you appreciate what I do for you man.
Oh how does the story relate with what happened? it doesn't. Simply the word clown. But as I think about what happened, I realize I am kind of like that clown in life. We should all do our best for God. So if I am hanging out with young little college girls, I should do it for God! Well.... This takes me back to my Pretty Girls For JESUS ministry. I should talk to pretty girls and dedicate it to Jesus. For Jesus, I will share the gospel with hot chicks. For thos who do not know what I am talking about click Here. And scroll down to Thursday, January 30, 2003.