So I am back at paradise(work).... After not getting paid for 4 payments, the morale is down and everyone looks miserable. I am so sick of not getting paid. It is not that I am so mad or sad, I am just curious. I am curious on why God is testing us so much. It seems that God wants to teach something to us, but I do not know what it is. Or I could be just on a sinking ship. Is there no hope for AHT? I just don't know. I've sold many machines yet the times are not any easy. But my guess is that God is trying to tell us something. I wonder what it is. We are suffering yet we are not. I am displeased that I am not getting the pay checks on time, yet I am glad I am not in some country in Africa starving to death. Or I am in some repressed society where some crazy dictator is running wild while the people are being oppressed. I was watching tv yesterday and some anti-war people were going nuts. Madness was going on all over the world. Some Russian guy went into freezing water for 40 minutes to protest the war. 4 women from LA got naked to protest the war. Ridiculous! It just seemed like bunch of opportunists, taking the opportunity to be part of history. I wonder if they realize what Jack ass they are making of them selves. On the other hand, it is not like I support the war. I agree that people like Saddam Husein and Kim, Jung il need to be taken out. They are not just bad men. They are menace to the human race. But why is it that US and England is the only countries wanting to take out these fools. The vision that dictators have are ALWAYS, screwed up. I am comletely in agreement that these horrible dictators are bad men. I justy feel that it is a shame that people have to die because of these insane clowns. So where do I stand? I say if we goto war(it seems that we will), we finish the job and once and for all, end the misery that is Iraq and North Korea as we know it. The world is and has been in Chaos since Adam's mistake.... My guess is that John Milton knew something when he wrote Paradise lost. He was not just blowing things out of his butt. Paradise is definitely lost and won't be found until the return of our Lord. Meanwhile, my conclusion to this madness is that I wish that one day I can visit North Korea. However the method be I hope to be going to the United Korea. As far as Iraq.... Well let's just hope that innocent civilians won't be killed.
I will end this blog with a quote from one of many great speeches by Teddy Roosevelt.....
"Surely there never was a fight better worth making than the one in which we are engaged. It little matters what befalls any one of us who for the time being stand in the forefront of the battle. I hope we shall win, and I believe that if we can wake the people to what the fight really means we shall win. But, win or lose, we shall not falter. Whatever fate may at the moment overtake any of us, the movement itself will not stop. Our cause is based on the eternal principles of righteousness; and even though we who now lead may for the time fail, in the end the cause itself shall triumph. Six weeks ago, here in Chicago, I spoke to the honest representatives of a Convention which was not dominated by honest men; a Convention wherein sat, alas! a majority of men who, with sneering indifference to every principle of right, so acted as to bring to a shameful end a party which had been founded over half a century ago by men in whose souls burned the fire of lofty endeavor. Now to you men, who, in your turn, have corne together to spend and be spent in the endless crusade against wrong, to you who face the future resolute and confident, to you who strive in a spirit of brotherhood for the betterment of our Nation, to you who gird yourselves for this great new fight in the never-ending warfare for the good of humankind, I say in closing what in that speech I said in closing: We stand at Armageddon, and we battle for the Lord."