Da Fevah....

I realize that I have a long way to go in basketball. Yesterday I felt like a dufus. I was just mad. I don't know if it was lack of energy. But I was totally weak. Eventually I got over it. I wonder if anyone has seen a Korean movie called Oasis. It was a powerful movie for sure. The movie was about a man who was mentally challenged falling in love with a women with cerebral palsy. The reason I was so into this movie was because it reminded me of my shallowness. I was just wondering, could I fall in love with a person who is handicapped? I complain about normal girls and yet here is this guy who truly falls in love with a woman for who she really is. The conviction of my shallowness pierced me. But eventually I got over that too. Obviously I am a man bigger than normal men. I am perfectly at peace with that. But my friend Mel was telling me about the Laker game that he went to. He sat next to a fat couple and he was disgusted. Apparently they were eating the whole time. and they were extremely obese. This is exactly why I cannot be a part of a fat couple. No thanks. I am big enough. I do not want my woman to be big also. You've seen them holding hands at Starbucks sucking down a venti caramel frappacino. No thank you. I will just have my black coffee. This is exactly what I am talking about. I don't want to be the hog couple that makes everyone think "see they are fat and they are happy" Not me. I have a thing for hot chicks. Obviously I am eventually going to have to settle down one day with whom ever God brings me. But I know that God will not be cruel. He knows that I need a hottie. SO there is my first blog.